Last night reminded me why I am doing this and that alcohol and tiredness do not mix. I went to the pub for a staff meeting which turned into a glass of wine too many. I didn't drink as much as normal but when you have had one day off in seventeen I guess it is not surprising. I came home, tidy ed the house (strangely enough) and fell asleep on the couch. Not wrong with that I guess until I mention that J did not have his house keys and could not wake me up to get in. He had to climb in the back window and needless to say was not impressed.
I think he is looking forward to next month too although I don't think he really believes that I will do it. I can't really blame him for that.
I have a big challenge ahead but there is no reason whatsoever that I can't do this. The first big challenge is on my first day as my work have a staff night out on Saturday. I have already been thinking of how to handle it, and thought about saying that I was on antibiotics. Then I thought no, why should I feel that I need that excuse not to have a drink.
This is something that I need to do and last night has only reinforced that in my mind. I think I am determined enough to do it (J would say stubborn). I am only thinking now that maybe I could try to stop smoking as well........
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Emotional health - low
Alcohol units - can't remember
Calories consumed - oh probably thousands
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i think you should stop counting the calories. did i tell you that i'm cutting back drinking in september as well? actually already started on Sunday night after I went sleep walking and Marty wasn't in to let me back in the flat - yes, i left the flat and woke up in the stairwell! had to wake the neighbour and climb over the balcony to get in! (and you know how crazy I look when I just wake up from sleep walking!!!). So decided no more drinking till work quietens down a bit :(
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